FROM: psychonaut23@...
TO: alt.oneirology.entheogens
SUB: RE[3]: Last Call

I am sorry that it is has come to this. I wish we had been more able to face this future, to meet this conclusion with strength and humility, instead of fear. I wish—well, I have wished for many things over the years, without much luck—but all I ever wanted was to understand. I wanted to understand what it was to be human. Beneath all the contortions and confusions of society and culture, what are we? Why do we think we are different from each other? Why do we fear each other? Why are we better equipped to hate than to love?

I just wanted to know, and all I have learned is that more love brings more hate. The duality matrix is so strong, and we have lived with its intractability for so many generations that it may be impossible to think beyond it. We may have trapped ourselves in this cycle. We are the serpent: God's perfect creation—end over end, for all time.

Please forgive me. I just wanted to open the last door.

I just wanted a different end to this tale.

-Brother J